Hi ladies, thank you very much for your support. For all the messages you have left me. The last entry when I said time to say gdbye. Pls don't get me wrong. I am not saying gdbye to the blogsphere. I am just saying gdbye to my 2embryos. The last 2 weeks have seen me at my highest and lowest points.
Today I went in for another blood test to just confirm what I have already know. My HCG has dropped to less than 10. So yes...I guess it was a chemical. I have been asked by Nurse Angeline to bring forward my appointment with Dr Sadhana. I managed to get squeeze on the 14th of July. Nurse Angeline was very nice when she told me the results. She was trying to lay it as softly as she can. Well, I already expected it. I wasn't even thinking of any miracles. I was asking her how soon can I start. SHe asked whether I have any frozen embryo. I said NOPE. N she said since that's the case, I will have to start from scratch. The queue now is already till October...
So yup, I have booked my next fresh cycle to be in October/November. See I have picked myself up. I just need a few alone moments to cry my hearts out. Once I don't have any more tears to shed, I will be okay. My heart still hurts. But thanks to prayers from family and friends I am coping much much better.
So just now after my blood test, parents drove us to JB. We went there to purchase some traditional medication to detoxify my body. It's a set of 4 products. One is to detox the body of any toxins, one is to be taken to strengthen the womb, the next is to improve the hormones in our body and I can't remember what the last one is for. There's medication for hubby too, to supposedly improve his quality of sperms... See... this is what you get when you have a mother who does massage. I am not complaining ok. In fact I am very very glad my mum is knowledgeable in this area. So that is my plan for now.... Remove toxins and all medications that has been injected in my body and try naturally. Who knows.... Meet Dr Sadhana on the 14th to discuss procedure, see where improvement can be made etc.
That's all from me for now. Ladies from the forum, I will drop by the chat with all of you once in a while but I won't be there as much coz since I am not undergoing the treatment there is really not much I can share. N at the moment, I do not wish to be a downer to the rest of the ladies who are in their 2WW. So pls don't think I have turn my back on you guys... I am still here...
Today I went in for another blood test to just confirm what I have already know. My HCG has dropped to less than 10. So yes...I guess it was a chemical. I have been asked by Nurse Angeline to bring forward my appointment with Dr Sadhana. I managed to get squeeze on the 14th of July. Nurse Angeline was very nice when she told me the results. She was trying to lay it as softly as she can. Well, I already expected it. I wasn't even thinking of any miracles. I was asking her how soon can I start. SHe asked whether I have any frozen embryo. I said NOPE. N she said since that's the case, I will have to start from scratch. The queue now is already till October...
So yup, I have booked my next fresh cycle to be in October/November. See I have picked myself up. I just need a few alone moments to cry my hearts out. Once I don't have any more tears to shed, I will be okay. My heart still hurts. But thanks to prayers from family and friends I am coping much much better.
So just now after my blood test, parents drove us to JB. We went there to purchase some traditional medication to detoxify my body. It's a set of 4 products. One is to detox the body of any toxins, one is to be taken to strengthen the womb, the next is to improve the hormones in our body and I can't remember what the last one is for. There's medication for hubby too, to supposedly improve his quality of sperms... See... this is what you get when you have a mother who does massage. I am not complaining ok. In fact I am very very glad my mum is knowledgeable in this area. So that is my plan for now.... Remove toxins and all medications that has been injected in my body and try naturally. Who knows.... Meet Dr Sadhana on the 14th to discuss procedure, see where improvement can be made etc.
That's all from me for now. Ladies from the forum, I will drop by the chat with all of you once in a while but I won't be there as much coz since I am not undergoing the treatment there is really not much I can share. N at the moment, I do not wish to be a downer to the rest of the ladies who are in their 2WW. So pls don't think I have turn my back on you guys... I am still here...
