It's THE Day

It was THE day today. Not easy. It started off on a not so good note but after an hour late for the appointment, we finally made it. The traffic was on our side. We reached Thomson Medical at 9.45am but no question was asked. I guess the doctor and nurses understood our situation. We send the specimen in. Were told it would be ready in 2 hours. So we made our way to Toa Payoh to have a late breakfast.

We went from one coffeeshop to the other but could not find any Muslim stall. We were amazed, shocked and stunned. As we were about to give up and make our way to Macdonalds, I saw a signboard. There's a halal food court... Not Banquet. It's called Fork and Spoon (if I remember correctly). The concept is similar to Banquet. The food was not bad. Too bad there was no Mee Bandung so I had Mee Soto instead. the chilli was power!!! Reminded me of a fellow blogger's Mee Soto. Anyway after a satisfying our tummy, we made our way back to Thomson Medical. Waited for about 10 minutes then it was ready.

We took a cab back to Dr Chen's clinic and within minutes I was called in. The result was not too promising. According to her, the reults was the same as the previous time. Not much change. But she asked me to keep my fingers crossed. Although there was not as much as other people but all we needed was one. Just ONE to do the trick. One in a million.... That seems easy enough. But only Allah knows what will happen this time around. We can pray, we can hope but ultimately it will be up to HIM. Please answer MY prayers. Please answer OUR prayers.

So what happens. The procedure was similar to the one we had at Mount Alvernia where they put the dye in me to check if my fallopian tube are fine. The only difference is this time instead of putting a dye, they put the specimen in. The cathither...was damn long.... When she first put it in, I feel this very strong crampy feeling in my abdomen. Similar to that I have when my period is coming but this one is stronger. Felt like something was twisting my abdomen inside out. She asked me to relax... Hmmm... Not an easy thing when you have such a long thing sticking out or in this case in your you know where.... I tfelt as if it took ages for it to be done and there's not even much liquid in the first place. Cant imagine if there was more. Would I have cried??? I tried to be strong. For hubby and myself and our dreams. After another 10 minutes... It was done. She asked me to lie down for about 10 minutes before telling me to move. When everything was done, hubby and me made our way home. The moment I reached home, I slept. Slept for about 4 hours.

Do I feel better now? Slightly. But I am still feeling a little crampy thoug. When to the toilet just now and there was a little spotting. I guess it was natural since they put something in my womb. The womb lining might have been slightly grazed. Now, there is nothing much me and hubby can do. Just wait and see and pray for the best.

2 weeks. That's the waiting time given... Keep a look out at the banner at the side. If there is a change, you will see it soon.

Are you excited??

Today, I met Dr Chen again. It will be the second last time. The eggs are doing fine. One is at 1.89mm, the other is 1.79mm and the last one, she is not too sure because it is hiding behind the biggest one. She said we are still taking a chance. It could still be a triplet but I am okay with chances. If it is meant to be, it will be.

I have made an appointment with Thomson Medical at 08 30 tomorrow. After which, we have to make our way back to Dr Chen's office for the final procedure. After the amount of money we have spent, we really hope this will work. Hubby seems excited at the prospect of having triplets. He seems all excited. So am I!!! But how can I cope? I guess I will think about it once I reach that point of my life. For now, we shall just wait and see.

Today during my appointment, I also find out the reason why I usually feels crampy during my ovulation. According to Dr Chen, my ovaries are slightly higher in preparation for ovulation. I see... So I have been ovulating all these while. Okay time for me to rest. It is going to be a long day tomorrow. I hope everything will go as plan. I have been poke by more needles in the last week than I have in my entire life.

Another appointment with Dr Chen in the morning. Had another scan. Things are surely looking brighter. I am looking forward to the days ahead much more than I used to in the past. Today, the scan showed that there are 3 egg folicles left. The other one I guess had stopped growing and competing. Dr Chen was still worried. She feels that having triplets is still very dangerous for me. I am up for all possibilities. If it is meant to be triplets I will take it with open arms. If it is only meant for one to go through after all this... I am still contented. All I am wishing, praying and hoping for is one first. I have been waiting for this moment for the longest time ever. In fact since we first got married almost 2 1/2 years ago.

This procedure is definitely an expensive one. Today's appointment cost us another$590. I do not mind the cost if it will give us what we had dream of. What an expensive baby/babies this gonna be. Monday. there will be another appointment. She told hubby to be ready on Tuesday, the insemination will probably take place on Tuesday morning. She told me to not go for camp at all. She said I will need all the rest I could possibly get. I keep missing the camp with my class. i was looking forward to bond with them on Monday at least during the bonding games. Now I guess it will be just a memory. Now how do I inform the senior management in school? I have to think fast. real fast.

Okay back to the scan today... The 3 eggs are looking pretty good. In fact she had wanted to do the insemination tomorrow because one of the eggs measuring at 1.8mm is big and mature enough. The other 2 measured 1.4mm. She said if we wait any longer, the other 2 might catch up. For me, if they do, I will still go ahead with the insemination. I am not going to let this round to be wasted. It is not a cheap procedure let me remind you. It has cost us over $1000 so far. I'm not sure how much more it will cost for the insemination. I will ask here when I see her on Monday. Need to confirm everything so that we can transfer the money over. After Tuesday, it is just rest and relax and wait. i should know the outcome whether it is successful or not by the 7th of February. What a great present it will be for hubby!!! For now, it is just more prayers.

Another appointment

Today, after I came back from my course at Buna Vista, I made my way in a cab for my doctor's appointment. This is the 1st appointment after I first started on the injection. Today, was just supposed to be a check on the egg folicles. To see how it is growing and how many is growing. Dr Chen said the right side this month is quiet. All the actions are on the left side. In fact there are 4 egg folicles that are growing very well. They ranged between 0.9 - 1.2. I asked Dr Chen what was the average number she will be looking at. According to her, it will be between 1 and 2. She said 4 could be happening but very interesting. Imagine having a quadruplets??? That will be what happen if all 4 folicles goes through and hubby's sperms do what they are supposed to do. Hmmm.... definitely interesting and scary at the same time.

Appointment has been set again for Thursday, 18th January 2007. Again to check on the size of the folicles. She hopes by then there will be a distinctions between all the 4 folicles and hopefully at most 2 will stand out. So now you know why there is a possibility of more than one baby. Each egg equal to one baby so 4 eggs could mean... Hmmm....

I am not putting my hopes to high. I am not asking for much... Just ONE. One egg is all I am asking for. Let's hope for the best. I will keep myself and you updated of the possibilities ok. For now, more folic acids and enough rest. No stress!!!!