Friday, April 24, 2009

CD 58 and counting...

YES you saw that correctly... CD 58. I missed a period last month and I thought perhaps there was still some lucrin leftover in my body so I ignored it. This month AF decided to avoid me again. If only I was pregnant that would have been wonderful news. However, that was not the case. So where the heck is AF? Why did she decide to make a huge detour. Has the laparoscopy resulted in my period being haywire?

One month of waiting is fine. BUt 2 months is getting unbearable. I have decided, what the heck, let's go and meet my private dr and do a scan and check out what's going on in there. I mean with a scan she will be able to tell me about the condition of my ovaries and my lining right? N she can roughly gauge whether the dreaded AF is around the corner. Called the clinic but I believe today it is only opne in the afternoon. Shall call again later at 2pm. See whether she can fit me in either today or tomorrow afternoon. The sooner the better. I need an answer soon. This is driving me crazy.

I just need to know, where I am exactly in my cycle. I had my blood test done in April. it will expire in 6 months. That means I have till October to do my IVF before I have to re do the blood test again (which cost money - something we are trying to save as much as we can). To wait that long and at the same time not working, that is just ridiculous. What was I thinking? I don't know. I guess I am just tired. Tired of being judge.

Okay will let you people know the outcome of the scan or the arrival of AF whichever comes first. Till then, thank you to all those who have left me nice messages and words of encouragement. It really helps to calm my nerves a little knowing that this is not really weird. People has faced/are facing what I am facing at the moment.

To ladies, like Nichole, Cdah and others who have left me a message. THANK YOU!!! I truly appreciate them.

UPDATED: Managed to get an appointment with my Dr on Wednesday afternoon. She is fully booked till then. Well I guess better than nothing. I shall wait till then hoping that AF comes to visit. Hopefully the Provera would have done its magic by then. If not at least I will get some answers on Wednesday.

Hope to start fresh in May... This is one of the many obstacles I was hoping I do not have to face.

2 comments:

Nichole said...

I can't believe how similar our cycles (or lack thereof) are right now - both on CD58 and both just coming out of a lap - I hope your dr. can get you in soon - I think a dose of Provera is in both of our very near futures! All well - if that brings on AF so we can move on...so be it! Let us know when you can get in to the dr!

babydust81 said...

I just finish 10 pills of Provera. But still nothing... I am getting very worried right now. I was hoping AF would come before I finish my pills. But after finishing the pill, I am still as dry as ever.

I am really praying for both you and me to continue on this journey very soon. We just need to move on rather than just sit around doing nothing/just waiting.