It is 14dpo. Unlike previous months, and the months before my surgery, there isn't any painful cramps, bad backaches whatsoever. It has been pretty quiet. Too quiet for comfort sometimes.
Went out for lunch with hubby just now. On our way back, we stopped by a pharmacy and purchased the following...
So there you have it. I have 2 tests in hand but I am not testing yet. I mean let see what tomorrow brings. Hubby was excited at the possibility but I told him not to put too much hope. I am not confident at all. He said what ever the result is, we still have each other. That's the most important.
This weekend a major family event is taking place. I am worried. All the what ifs that has been going on in my head for the past 5 years is going to come through starting from this weekend. Am I worried? YES!!! Things are looking bleak for us and for them it is the starting point. It will give my sister-in-law another reason to criticise us or to be more precise ME. Yes I have never been pregnant and might not be able to give my husband the child he/we so much desire. But I love hubby very deeply. N I know no one will be able to love him the way I do. I believe that is more than enough. Like what he said children are a bonus. Well, I guess we just have to wait and see what God has in plan for us.
Waiting one more day... Will see how the wait goes.
Went out for lunch with hubby just now. On our way back, we stopped by a pharmacy and purchased the following...
So there you have it. I have 2 tests in hand but I am not testing yet. I mean let see what tomorrow brings. Hubby was excited at the possibility but I told him not to put too much hope. I am not confident at all. He said what ever the result is, we still have each other. That's the most important.
This weekend a major family event is taking place. I am worried. All the what ifs that has been going on in my head for the past 5 years is going to come through starting from this weekend. Am I worried? YES!!! Things are looking bleak for us and for them it is the starting point. It will give my sister-in-law another reason to criticise us or to be more precise ME. Yes I have never been pregnant and might not be able to give my husband the child he/we so much desire. But I love hubby very deeply. N I know no one will be able to love him the way I do. I believe that is more than enough. Like what he said children are a bonus. Well, I guess we just have to wait and see what God has in plan for us.
Waiting one more day... Will see how the wait goes.
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