Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Come on already!!!

Other than the once off lower abdominal cramp, there was no more signs or symptoms that AF is coming to visit. As dry as can be. Damn!!! This waiting is starting to slowly kill me. Can't you just come already? Stop making me wait. I have waited an entire month in March. I am not waiting another month. This has been postponed for far too long. I have 3 more Provera pills to finish. Once I finish that, I shall wait a few more days (that was what the pharmacist said - finish the pill and my menses should come within the next few days.)

My bo.obs doesn't hurt at all. Usually they will hurt a few days or even a week before AF comes and visit. Now not even a twinge. This is getting ridiculous. As if I have not felt less of a woman the last few months. Now that I am waiting to get back on track this missing AF is making me feel even worse.

Anyone who had a laparoscopy had this problem about missing AF? According to my counter at the side, I have one more day to go till I should be testing. Hmmm... should I even bother? I roughly have an idea what the results gonna be like. Me and hubby didn't really manage to do much due to his reservist. He was kind of away during my ovulation. Now what????

Arghh!!!! This is killing me. I am supposed to have a checkup this Thursday 23rd April. A scan to check everything is okay. to make sure that the cysts are not back as well as a meeting with Dr Sad.hana. But I am really hoping that AF comes before then. It might sounds weird to some but I am ready to have myself injected...

3 comments:

Sarah said...

Sigh. Isn't you body annoying! I hated when this crap happened to me. When you actually want to start there is nothing! When you don't want to, you start five days early. I did skip a period after my lap. Super annoying.

If I were you I would definently test. Otherwise you will make yourself crazy with the "Maybe..."'s. Or atleast I know I would!

Nichole said...

I am in a similar boat. I had a lap done on January 14th, my period started on February 24th (which was CD44) and haven't had one since. Yep - that's right, I am now on CD57 with no sign of AF in site.

Hang in there hon! HUGS

babydust81 said...

Hi Nichole...

Yup you and I are in the same boat I guess. SOmetimes I wonder, what is going on with my body. I just want to move on and continue with the next step you know. Yet, with missing AF, things are delayed month after month.

I just don't know what to do/say. Guess just have to wait it out a little bit more.