Thursday, July 30, 2009

It has been exactly a month...

Since I failed my first IVF treatment and had AF knocking on my door. On this day one month ago, I was heartbroken. I was even asking myself whether I will be able to stand up once more and whether I will be able to do another cycle of this. The roller coaster emotional ride was too much for me to handle. But thanks to wonderful family and friends and online buddies, I managed to stand up again. N one month later here I am...

But "someone" is missing... Yup the dreaded visitor have not shown herself just yet. I said just yet is because, I have read from others experience that for those who failed their IVF usually the following month, AF will come late. I hope it doesnt come too late. I have a plan to follow in October. N I am very proud of myself that I never once was tempted to test. I am done seeing a NOT PREGNANT on the test kit. I am just gonna wait it out. Currently feeling very light headed. Gonna go lie down. I shall leave all of you with some pictures from my recent vacation.




5 comments:

Unknown said...

Hi Sis...

Glad to see ur update...Hmm..u went for holidae...looks nice...where is it by the way?

Gd to be away at times...it will mkae u feel more relax...Hopefully the plan in October will be a fruitful one..Dun give up...

Insya-allah we will have our dreams soon...

Dagny said...

I'm glad you never had to see the dreaded single line. I hate poas too, I'd rather just know when it's reality.

Glad you are getting back on the horse so to speak. :) I'll be watching. :D

xoxo

babydust81 said...

Hi bubbli...

I went to Perhentian Island in Terengganu... NIce place... I even went snorkelling. Saw beautiful coral reefs, sea turtle, lots of fishes, a 1m shark... It was a gd trip away...

Dagny,

It is 31 days and counting... The dreaded visitor is still missing. My boobs not sore, no crampings... I guess I just have to wait a little longer... I am getting impatient... I am slowly getting back on the horse.. Thank God the horse didnt leave me behind.

Straubles said...

It's nice to see you back! Your vacation looks GORGEOUS. Glad you had a nice getaway for some R&R before you jump back into the IVF journey again.

Anonymous said...

Your vacation looks AMAZING! OMG, I wish I was there with you!

I can't believe it's already been a month since the IVF. October is going to come up fast! I'm glad to see your spirits seem to be coming up. :)