Oh oh... Tell me...

It is not what I think it is. In the many months that I have been married. This is the first time I am wishing and praying that that was not a sign. This is the first time I wish "it" won't happen. Seriously I was not sure what it was. It is way to early to say anything. But suddenly today, out of no where, I had a crampy feeling in my lower abdomen. I have read somewhere that a sudden pain in your lower abdomen could be a sign of the cysts getting in the way of the normal system, perhaps a twisting of the tube etc.

"Ya Allah. Sesungguhnya kau Maha Mengetahui. Please keep me save and healthy to go through with the pending surgery. I pray to You, please do not let there be any complications. Please guide the Doctor's hands to remove what was suppose to be remove and leave what is not suppose to be removed in there save and sound."

My tummy feels so bloated today. It is making me so uncomfortable. I feel so full in the upper abdomen and crampy feeling in the lower abdomen. I couldn't take the pain, decide to pop a panadol. N after which I manage to catch a short nap while waiting for hubby to come back from his soccer game. The weather didn't look too good. It was definitely good for sleeping in. The heavy rain, dark clouds, lightning and thunder. I was scared but lucky my weekly housekeeper was there to keep me company. She went about her work while I catch a nap on the sofa. Woke up feeling refresh now. Perhaps I am gonna continue reading my book and finish it today. See whether I am up to it.