Friday, November 14, 2008

Short Update

Just a short update from me. Got to go and get ready for my appointment at KK. Hope the sonogram goes well. Hope nothing is wrong with my uterine wall. Oh God, pls listen to my prayers and answer it.

I have not been updating due to a tight and busy schedule at work. Meeting and reports to be done and since result of my transfer is out, I have been busy clearing and packing my desk too... Okay back to my journey to motherhood.

So far everything is going smoothly. I have been trying to keep myself healthy for this cycle. Drinking milk, eating right, light exercise and meditating for a calm mind. Other than that it has been waiting and more waiting. But I am glad and thankful that I have a supportive hubby and family. YES!!! I have finally broke the news to my mum and dad. I mean, they brought us to the hospital last week remember when I had my blood test. So after that, we went for breakfast and we talked and chatted and we decide to let them in on it. We did tell them however, the results might not be positive all the time. Mama being the very religious one in the family, reminds me that what matters the most is we have tried and done our best. The outcome is beyond our control. We have to have faith in God's action. Mum and dad are very supportive in our journey. My sis is too young to understand ( I think she is but in actual fact she is much more mature than her age). My bro was informed of our plans some time back when I told him I had to save lots of money. (Not sure whether he remembered but the fact is he knows).

I am actually glad that they know what I going through. I mean it is then easier for me to discuss issues with my mum and dad won't say things that he feels might hurt our feelings and as for the rest of our relatives, at least mama can help to fend off all questions on my behalf. I know I am very lucky in this aspect as not many have such an understanding family. MY DEAR FAMILY, I LOVE YOU!!!

Okay now back to what I was supposed to write. Warning: There will be TMI.You know the 2 - 3 weeks before you start your lucrin injection where you are told to practice safe sex/abstinence? How do you gals do it? Hubby and I have not been practising safe since we first did it. I mean there was no sex before marriage and the moment we got married there was no BCP or condoms... N now to make that purchase at the pharmacy... hmmm...I am feeling a little shy here and to have complete abstinence, that's even tougher. So how??? Well, we will see how it goes today. We might make a purchase (even if we buy one, we have never use it, we might just stumble when putting it on. Hahahah) or perhaps we will just wait it out.

Okay it seems that my short update has become a long one. Hehehe... Time for me to really go and get ready. I will update again soon with regards to my appointment today.

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