Today is only the 6th. I wasn't expecting her visit till a day later. But this morning I woke up to a very wet you know where. I went to the living room and told hubby that AF might have visited a day earlier. No fairy tale ending like what I have prayed and hoped for. Was I upset? Well... after almost 45 months of trying, I have started getting use to it. Her visit is nothing out of the ordinary. Not getting her visit would be a miracle.
SO what happened today? Well we, Hubby and I had plan to go out and spend some quality time together but I told Hubby perhaps we should wait it out a little. If today is really my CD 1 then I will have to make some phone calls. We waited till noon and it was confirmed. So I grabbed the hp and make the call to the clinic. Was wondering whether I should come in tomorrow or Saturday for the blood test. They said they are open on Saturday from 0730 to 12 noon. So I have decided. Saturday, 8th November, it is for the blood test. Then one more phone call to the digital imaging. The lady said she will ask the person in charge to call me back in a while. 10 minutes later, an appointment was set for the 14th of November for my saline sonogram at 3pm. One last phone call after that... The medical social worker sounded so sweet. I felt so comfortable with her. I believe I will be at ease when talking to her. I have been in her position before. So yes appointment with medical social worker will be on the 14th of November at 2pm.
With all that done, we got ready and went out. By this time, I was having the worse cramp ever. It was so painful that it was so difficult to walk. Hubby and I had lunch before making our way to the movies. The latest bond movie is cool and action pack. Halfway through the movie I began to get this painful cramps, like someone pulling and twisting and turning my ovaries inside out. I started shifting from right to left and to right again. All I can think about now is going home and lying on my soft bed. Somehow I fell asleep midst the pain. I woke up somewhere when bond was caught in an explosion. Hmmmm.....
Back to the pain, it was on and off. The cab ride back was making my back hurts. It was a nice date with hubby but I was miserable because of the cramps. my boob.s are hurting too... Did I mention that there was no hints of her arrival? Usually I will have spotting on CD1 and CD 2 will be when I get my full flow. There was a slight change this month. Was it because of the change in my diet? Or does my body knows that there is going to be more changes to come?
What ever it is... It is official!!! Today is my CD 1 and I am ready to embark on my next journey. IVF here we come...
SO what happened today? Well we, Hubby and I had plan to go out and spend some quality time together but I told Hubby perhaps we should wait it out a little. If today is really my CD 1 then I will have to make some phone calls. We waited till noon and it was confirmed. So I grabbed the hp and make the call to the clinic. Was wondering whether I should come in tomorrow or Saturday for the blood test. They said they are open on Saturday from 0730 to 12 noon. So I have decided. Saturday, 8th November, it is for the blood test. Then one more phone call to the digital imaging. The lady said she will ask the person in charge to call me back in a while. 10 minutes later, an appointment was set for the 14th of November for my saline sonogram at 3pm. One last phone call after that... The medical social worker sounded so sweet. I felt so comfortable with her. I believe I will be at ease when talking to her. I have been in her position before. So yes appointment with medical social worker will be on the 14th of November at 2pm.
With all that done, we got ready and went out. By this time, I was having the worse cramp ever. It was so painful that it was so difficult to walk. Hubby and I had lunch before making our way to the movies. The latest bond movie is cool and action pack. Halfway through the movie I began to get this painful cramps, like someone pulling and twisting and turning my ovaries inside out. I started shifting from right to left and to right again. All I can think about now is going home and lying on my soft bed. Somehow I fell asleep midst the pain. I woke up somewhere when bond was caught in an explosion. Hmmmm.....
Back to the pain, it was on and off. The cab ride back was making my back hurts. It was a nice date with hubby but I was miserable because of the cramps. my boob.s are hurting too... Did I mention that there was no hints of her arrival? Usually I will have spotting on CD1 and CD 2 will be when I get my full flow. There was a slight change this month. Was it because of the change in my diet? Or does my body knows that there is going to be more changes to come?
What ever it is... It is official!!! Today is my CD 1 and I am ready to embark on my next journey. IVF here we come...
5 comments:
Sorry about AF. :(
But I wanted to wish you all the best on your ivf! Just started my stims today for round number 2, hopefully this will be my lucky one. ;)
Good luck!!!
xoxo
Well... I was actually expecting AF. I kind of like know that I am not going to achieve pregnancy on our own.
I really hope this IVF cycle will give me my dreams. All the best for your round 2. Lets all hope and think positive yeah...
Exactly!!!
Positive thinking has to help, right? :D
xoxo
And even though my tubes are blocked up tight, I still have silly hope before AF shows...I just can't help myself. LOL
You are cute!!! Hey but miracles have happen before. So nomatter ow screw up we think our situation is if God decides to create a miracle, it might just happen.
What is important is hope and faith...
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