I have been sick since the last 2 days - coughing, fever and flu. Dr gave me 2 days MC to rest but the pain doesnt seem to go away. The cough is really causing and irritation in my throat. throat hurts so bad. But today after taking some medicine, I dragged my feet out of bed and followed hubby to make booking for our family getaway. Nothing is confirmed yet but hopefully everything goes well. At least it will give me some time to get away from all these treatments.
I know I have mentioned in my previous entries that I am not putting so much hope in this cycle but the hope is still there. I was still hoping and praying that perhaps by some miracle, I will get pregnant naturally. But with my cough, fever and flu, that hope seems so far away. You know sometimes I really wish that I do not have to go through all those injections and scannings (I don't know but sometimes I feel that these scannings can be rather intrusive.) But if this is the only way that I can be pregnant so be it.
I was reading through the forum and I understand that for some ladies there the moment their first Semen Analysis shows a 1% morphology, they do not qualify for IUI and was recommended to do IVF straightaway. So why was I asked to do IUI first (twice for that matter), and why wasn't I recommended IVF at all. I considered it myself. I decided to go to KKIVF myself.
Perhaps there is a reason behind all this. Just like how at first I was supposed to be on the short antagonist cycle but because the lab is going to be closed during the week that I am supposed to do my pick up and transfer, they say I should start in my Nov/Dec cycle. N because of that also I am now able to go on that trip with my whole family. I guess there is a blessing behind everything that happens.
Hopefully with a little more time to rest and take medications to prepare my body for the long IVF journey, it will bear me fruits.
I know I have mentioned in my previous entries that I am not putting so much hope in this cycle but the hope is still there. I was still hoping and praying that perhaps by some miracle, I will get pregnant naturally. But with my cough, fever and flu, that hope seems so far away. You know sometimes I really wish that I do not have to go through all those injections and scannings (I don't know but sometimes I feel that these scannings can be rather intrusive.) But if this is the only way that I can be pregnant so be it.
I was reading through the forum and I understand that for some ladies there the moment their first Semen Analysis shows a 1% morphology, they do not qualify for IUI and was recommended to do IVF straightaway. So why was I asked to do IUI first (twice for that matter), and why wasn't I recommended IVF at all. I considered it myself. I decided to go to KKIVF myself.
Perhaps there is a reason behind all this. Just like how at first I was supposed to be on the short antagonist cycle but because the lab is going to be closed during the week that I am supposed to do my pick up and transfer, they say I should start in my Nov/Dec cycle. N because of that also I am now able to go on that trip with my whole family. I guess there is a blessing behind everything that happens.
Hopefully with a little more time to rest and take medications to prepare my body for the long IVF journey, it will bear me fruits.
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