Wow it has been a while since I came here to write. I have been reading and commenting but when it come to writing to my own post I am not sure what to write. It has been waiting/analysing and more waiting and more analysing. The last few days have been okay I guess. The tuition assignment I am having is keeping me sane. Whenever I teach, time seems to pass faster. If not, I will have barely much to do. I will just rest on the sofa and watch tv. When I lie down on the sofa, I tend to fall asleep. That's the "symptom" I have been having. LETHARGY. I have been super tired. I need to put my head on the pillow for less than 5 minutes and I will be fast asleep. This is me not working. Can you imagine if I was working full time? I really salute those of you who are going through this treatment and still working at the same time.
By the way, I had taken my last Pregnyl Jab on Wednesday. According to the nurse at my clinic I can test about 4 days after my last jab and the results will be fairly accurate. That is what I have been thinking about. Should I test or not? Half of me wants to badly find out... but there is another half that is really nervous, scared and reluctant. N what ifs start to creep back in my mind. I would like to believe whatever I am currently feeling/seeing is because I am Pregnant. But why at this current moment I dont feel pregnant. I want to be pregnant. SOmehow I am positive that this has worked and I am pregnant but...
Well I guess I just have to wait till Wednesday, that's when I am having my blood test (16dp3dt). I have to HPT in my drawer which I had secretly purchased without hubby's knowledge. I have 2 tuition assignments tomorrow, and Sunday I will be attending 2 wedding invites, then my In Laws are taking us out for a dinner treat. Yeah!!!. Hope time will fly by then. Usually the weekends will pass a little slower but hopefully with the things happening this weekend it be a weekday before I know it.
To my friend, Juliah, Thanks for being there to ease my worries. You have been a great friend. N thank you for keeping me in your prayers and wishing for my success. I am also praying for a positive outcome. May your brother heal well from his surgery. Will keep u updated via sms okay if I decide to do any HPT before BT. Hopefully AF doesnt decide to come before my BT. I am just hoping AF who has never been late in my entire life will decide not to come for the the next 10 months.
Symptoms:
(1) Still slightly sore boobs
(2) Very sensitive and painful nipples
(3) Greenie veins running across my boobs
(4) On and off cramping ( once or twice in a day) - Hope that is bcoz of my babies growing in there.
(5) LETHARGY. Ridiculously tired. Napping of at 2 - 3 hours in the afternoon. - Like now I am already yawning away when I had just woken up from a 4 hours nap in the evening.
(6) Consistently high temperature in the last few days ( bet 36.82 - 37.22). Hope that's a good sign.
That's all from me for now. Next entry will probably be on Monday when I have decided to do a HPT. If not it will be on Wednesday... Till then, pls keep me in your prayers so that I continue to remain sane in this very trying times.
By the way, I had taken my last Pregnyl Jab on Wednesday. According to the nurse at my clinic I can test about 4 days after my last jab and the results will be fairly accurate. That is what I have been thinking about. Should I test or not? Half of me wants to badly find out... but there is another half that is really nervous, scared and reluctant. N what ifs start to creep back in my mind. I would like to believe whatever I am currently feeling/seeing is because I am Pregnant. But why at this current moment I dont feel pregnant. I want to be pregnant. SOmehow I am positive that this has worked and I am pregnant but...
Well I guess I just have to wait till Wednesday, that's when I am having my blood test (16dp3dt). I have to HPT in my drawer which I had secretly purchased without hubby's knowledge. I have 2 tuition assignments tomorrow, and Sunday I will be attending 2 wedding invites, then my In Laws are taking us out for a dinner treat. Yeah!!!. Hope time will fly by then. Usually the weekends will pass a little slower but hopefully with the things happening this weekend it be a weekday before I know it.
To my friend, Juliah, Thanks for being there to ease my worries. You have been a great friend. N thank you for keeping me in your prayers and wishing for my success. I am also praying for a positive outcome. May your brother heal well from his surgery. Will keep u updated via sms okay if I decide to do any HPT before BT. Hopefully AF doesnt decide to come before my BT. I am just hoping AF who has never been late in my entire life will decide not to come for the the next 10 months.
Symptoms:
(1) Still slightly sore boobs
(2) Very sensitive and painful nipples
(3) Greenie veins running across my boobs
(4) On and off cramping ( once or twice in a day) - Hope that is bcoz of my babies growing in there.
(5) LETHARGY. Ridiculously tired. Napping of at 2 - 3 hours in the afternoon. - Like now I am already yawning away when I had just woken up from a 4 hours nap in the evening.
(6) Consistently high temperature in the last few days ( bet 36.82 - 37.22). Hope that's a good sign.
That's all from me for now. Next entry will probably be on Monday when I have decided to do a HPT. If not it will be on Wednesday... Till then, pls keep me in your prayers so that I continue to remain sane in this very trying times.
4 comments:
Can't wait for your good news. Sending you more positive vibes.
Hi Flower,
I wish/hope I will have gd news to share... Still standing on edge at the moment. SOmetimes I am just not sure anymore.
I've been wondering how you were doing! Glad you're hanging in there! Sounds like you have a full schedule for the next week, that'll really help the time fly. I've read that consistently elevated temps are a really good sign! :)
Hi STacey,
Thanks for that. Truly appreciate it. I am praying and hoping you are right... n this is a very gd sign.
Been nervous the whole of today. Time seems to stretch when you have nothing to do.
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