Am I ready?

Had my early dinner. Now just resting and watching tv while waiting for hubby to come back. I have been having this weird taste in my mouth since I started on the antibiotics given by dr. YUCKS!!! Yesterday after dinner, I threw up. I hope this time around the food will stay down. Last food and drink will be at 10.30 tonight in preparation for my ER. I still feel like throwing up now. My favourite drink taste funny too.

Talking about ER... Am I ready to face the unknown? To find out whether it has always been me who has contributed to us not being able to conceive. To find out that I don't have enough quality eggs to be fertilised? Well... I am okay. Don't worry. I am just stressing over minute issues. Time to just rest and leave the rest to Allah. I have tried, I have prayed. The rest is up to Him to decide. If He feels that I am ready, I am sure He will give us what we had dreamed of for a very long time.

Will I be disappointed if I do not get the results I am hoping for? Sure. But why worry now. I will think about it when I reach at that particular stage.

I will be going back to my mum's place after my ER tomorrow coz hubby will be on afternoon shift and there is no one at home to look after me. So I will be resting at my mum's place. So friends who are waiting for an update from me have to wait till later at night when I get back okay...

Juliah I will sms you once I get out of my drowsiness... Pls pray for me okay friend... Hope to have good news to share with you.

By the way, did I mention my "twins" are in pain. They are super sensitive to the touch. N the tips are damn hard and sore. I know this is just the side effect from the Trigger shot and more is in store for me. I am ready to face anything at this juncture but pls bear with all my random ramblings. Just a way for me to express myself so that I don't blast at my hubby for no apparent reason.