Today was the day I have been so worried about thus far. I was so worried that I could not sleep the night before. Ny thought was just one - did my eggs managed to be fertilised.
I got ready at 0515, bathe, prayed and at 0630, I went out to fetch hubby. Throughout the journey my heart was pumping very hard. Not to forget that my bladder is also full. We reached the clinic bright an early at 0715 when the clinic is not even open. Since I cant have breakfast we just waited in front of the clinic. When we entered the clinic at 0730, there were already many people. MAny like us should be going in for a transfer too. Met with the nurse at 0830, she said our transfer could be in half an hours time. SO we waited and waited and waited. We only went on at 0945. Till this point we still do not know how our embryo is doing and whether we do have any to be transferred.
At 0945 our name was called in and I was asked to change and my legs were put on the a stirrup and we waited for the doctor. She greated us with her smile and she went in to checked on our embryo. Then she came in. I was waiting for the worse/inevitable. I had prepared myself. LIke hubby said...All we need is one. "One is a miracle, two is a bonus."
We waited and she said....., "Your embryo is looking very good. They are of very good quality, Grade 4. You have a very high chance. Now go back and rest" Looking at the picture given, one of the embryo is looking perfect with its uniform 8 cell, the other one is a little cluttered, cells a bit difficult to distinct. BUt I am not gonna worry too much now. I am gonna do my very best hoping that both of them will continue to grow healthily.
Hearing that me and hubby held each others hands and we were looking forward to the possibility. BUt I am keeping my excitement at a minimum level. Until I get to bring home my healthy baby/babies, I will never stop worrying. For now I am just basking in this new found knowledge that I have brought my embryos home. Hope they will find a comfortable place and snuggle in tightly for the next 9 months.
The not so good news though I dont have any for freezing. This is it. But I am positively confident about my chances. The little thing called "Hope" is sneaking its way back into my life.
I am currently given Pregnyl jabs. I have to take 4 dosage of that every 3 days. This Saturday I will be doing a blood test to check my progesterone level whether it is sufficient or not. Then next blood/pregnancy test will be on the 1st of July. I have come so far and I am a few more steps to realising my dream. After that step, I will have many more steps to go...
Till then I would like to believe I am PUPO. For those who are not familiar with the term it means... I would consider myself Pregnant Until Proven Otherwise.
Expect the next few entries from me to be my documentation of the symptoms I am having coz this is the closest I have been to being pregnant.
I got ready at 0515, bathe, prayed and at 0630, I went out to fetch hubby. Throughout the journey my heart was pumping very hard. Not to forget that my bladder is also full. We reached the clinic bright an early at 0715 when the clinic is not even open. Since I cant have breakfast we just waited in front of the clinic. When we entered the clinic at 0730, there were already many people. MAny like us should be going in for a transfer too. Met with the nurse at 0830, she said our transfer could be in half an hours time. SO we waited and waited and waited. We only went on at 0945. Till this point we still do not know how our embryo is doing and whether we do have any to be transferred.
At 0945 our name was called in and I was asked to change and my legs were put on the a stirrup and we waited for the doctor. She greated us with her smile and she went in to checked on our embryo. Then she came in. I was waiting for the worse/inevitable. I had prepared myself. LIke hubby said...All we need is one. "One is a miracle, two is a bonus."
We waited and she said....., "Your embryo is looking very good. They are of very good quality, Grade 4. You have a very high chance. Now go back and rest" Looking at the picture given, one of the embryo is looking perfect with its uniform 8 cell, the other one is a little cluttered, cells a bit difficult to distinct. BUt I am not gonna worry too much now. I am gonna do my very best hoping that both of them will continue to grow healthily.
Hearing that me and hubby held each others hands and we were looking forward to the possibility. BUt I am keeping my excitement at a minimum level. Until I get to bring home my healthy baby/babies, I will never stop worrying. For now I am just basking in this new found knowledge that I have brought my embryos home. Hope they will find a comfortable place and snuggle in tightly for the next 9 months.
The not so good news though I dont have any for freezing. This is it. But I am positively confident about my chances. The little thing called "Hope" is sneaking its way back into my life.
I am currently given Pregnyl jabs. I have to take 4 dosage of that every 3 days. This Saturday I will be doing a blood test to check my progesterone level whether it is sufficient or not. Then next blood/pregnancy test will be on the 1st of July. I have come so far and I am a few more steps to realising my dream. After that step, I will have many more steps to go...
Till then I would like to believe I am PUPO. For those who are not familiar with the term it means... I would consider myself Pregnant Until Proven Otherwise.
Expect the next few entries from me to be my documentation of the symptoms I am having coz this is the closest I have been to being pregnant.
4 comments:
That's the way to be.
Have hope!!!
I am praying that this is it for you. Sending you sticky vibes.
I like it!
*sticky dust!!!!!*
xoxo
Flower and Dagny...
Thank u very much... I have learnt over many years of being an IF, nothing is a confirm case. No matter what the dr has to say. I am just gonna stay positive and pray/wish for the best.
Thank u for all the sticky dusts and vibes... I can surely use them now...
Lets hope my friend the babies are sticking and be sprinkled with the stickiest dust ever! I too am in my 2ww and i beta test on June 23rd. This will be the year for us both to finally become mothers, inshallah ta'ala.
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